How Love feels

Well after thinking heavily on Valentines Day and the past years events on Love and the whole Proposition 8 thing I came to this conclusion…….again…..That we all need to love and let love.
I mean, what would the point of Valentines Day be if it were not so?
Did you notice (and also from reports I have read) that the whole prop 8 thing was pushed by Mormons? Yes my dears Mormons have a long history of Polygamy, or being married to more than one wife. Unfortunately the women are only allowed one husband. How sexist is that?
So after reading the bible to gain some spiritual advice on my own failed marriage and trying to find out why my husband behaves like a Mormon and broke his wedding vows to me and making my heart break into tiny little shards of cold deathly hate for the Holiday of love.
I learned that GOD hates Adultery (When a married man or woman sleeps with another man or woman who they are not married to) I started to think….
Why is everyone against same sex marriage when heterosexual couples can not even remember who they are married to in the first place?
What was the point for you to get married if you can not stay true to that one person? Doesn’t it kind of cheapen the “I love you” words you are supposed to mean with all your heart?
If you cheat either behind your spouses back or with their blessing it is still adultery.
And therefore in my opinion are wasting a marriage on Polygamy instead of Monogamy.
Spreading diseases that you can not detect or know of until you had slept with two or three people, wondering which one gave you herpes or syphilis when you could have had it since you were a teenager and never knew of it.
Now think of the guilt of spreading these diseases without knowing it, but simultaneously blaming your partner.
How do you define love?
Come on guys….someone…If anyone has read this then please give me your thoughts.
Are you faithful or do you cheat? Does He/she know, or is it a secret?
Do you know if your Love cheats on you and if so how do you feel about it?

And as a bonus…..Let’s talk about Celebrities who are natural Polygamists.
Like c.o.u.g.h c.o.u.g.h. Paris Hilton c.o.u.g.h c.o.u.g.h and others.

So instead of going after Same sex couples, Heterosexual couples need to get their adulterous lives cleaned up and learn what being committed and faithful means and practice love because love is safe sex. Because you can not go after a same sex couple thinking they are doing something wrong according to the bible when you have committed adultery.
Heresy is like a lie and it shows cowardice by pointing the blame to take away the shame.

Did you know that for every gay/ lesbian person coming out of the closet, there are 10 heterosexuals who commit adultery every day? I’d rather be lesbian, but I will settle for Bi, I get the best of both sexes during sex. <3

And [please give some feedback here it is like a graveyard]

Merry Christmas to all. I hope the season was not to cold and that all had a great time opening presents.
My kids got 3 each, and some donated clothes. I got nothing...But not complaining, Just watching my kids faces as they realized they won the lottery. After 6 years in China they never knew that you can get toys and stuff on Christmas day.
So now my kids have finally succumbed to the American "me first" mentality and have now started to ask "what about me? I want "more"....Heartless it seems when that is all anyone thinks of when it comes to Christmas. It is becoming a crime just to say the words I grew up with "Merry Christmas" people loose their jobs from saying it, being sued just for saying it. All because it is christian......

So now "happy holidays" has replaced the "merry Christmas". And instead of watching "A Christmas Carol" by Charles Dickens. we are stuck with holiday episodes of "Sex in the city" "Will and Grace" And sports. And shit all on MTV for those lucky enough to afford cable, never mind the Satellite programing.
So now that Christmas has come to symbolise the very thing I dread would happen to it like with Valentines day and the 4Th of July and Thanksgiving day.
A secular world of money. A day to reflect on all the kids you beat just to take the toy home for your kids. The commercialization of Christmas. Another day to part with your money so the greedy corporations can take your money from you. And that's why they make all those toy advertisements during the holidays rather than any other day of the year. Because you know the prices will be jacked up. And kids won't remember the one toy they said they wanted last February, because it has been almost a whole year since. And they have to have what so and so has and it's advertised on TV.

So we need to boycott this and stop it. After all the very toy you are buying only cost a few dollars to make in China, but you will pay tens of dollars even a hundred to get it. Who wins this Christmas? not you! You are broke, the toy company that paid a 10 year old child in China to make this toy for a one dollar a day wage in China who does not even know what Christmas is or even have clothes or a blanket to keep warm while making your Kidd's toys this year. But don't worry about them right? It's all about you and your kid getting the best and to heck with everyone else. You are all a bunch of selfish, unintelligible, ingrates.
And that is why I hate the Saleability of Christmas. And you can not put GOD into the equation if it is all about money and toys.

So while you eat a full satisfiying meal, have your 2 kids open up all 20 presents you bought them and sleep warm in a bed. I wish you have nightmares of the starving children chained inside a factory, hungry and making the toys your kids will get this year and know that while a toy cost you $30 or more that it only cost the toy company $100 to buy 1,000 of that same toy and you are bilked into paying $30. Just like the other 999 people who paid $30 for the same toy so the company makes a profit of $30,000 all on your dime.

So now it is time to get ready for the next holiday, New Years day, A day to get drunk and try to forget about those nightmares so you can live in the dream world of selfishness again without guilt. Then comes Valentines day, a day to pay $100 on a dozen roses that only cost $14.99 any other day of the year.
But it's alright, we all like fantasies right? That;s why your husband is out sleeping around with other women, because him loving you is your fantasy, loving someone else is his. And the fantasy for your kids is this: Everything is alright at home we have lots of money and mom and dad are happy.
So keep the dream alive, we have a nother generation of mindless sheep to bring into this world.